I was wide awake but I was feeling too comfortable to get out of bed.
A few minutes into my morning prayer time, I got distracted and started to worry about life.
I ignored the Holy Spirit’s prompting to do my devotion.
I brushed my teeth, said good morning to everyone and drank a hot cup of lemongrass tea.
After, I did a 30 minute Youtube fitness workout.
This workout always leaves my whole body sore but I have to keep fit so I am all for it, the pain, sweat and all.
Buzz! Buzz! I heard my phone vibrate, it was my sister.
“Hello Kwor!”
“Hi Keni!”
“The Holy Spirit just prompted me to call you, how are you doing?”
In a split second, my eyes welled up with tears, I tried to fight back the tears as I mouthed the words,”I am not okay.”
“Kwor, are you crying?”
The floodgates flung open. I was sobbing uncontrollably at the other end of the line.
“Awww Baby Kwor !”
She listened to me cry my heart out.
Then we had a conversation.
Keni encouraged me, reminded me of God’s promises and prayed with me.
The Holy Spirit had been encouraging me all morning but hearing the same words come from Keni’s mouth made me emotional.
Between Keni and me, everyone knows I am the hard girl, I barely cry unless it really hurts and that day, my heart was hurting, my mind was wandering and my faith in God was wavering.
Almost everything I had tried that week did not work out, I was tired of being hopeful, putting in effort and seeing zero results.
It had been weeks of filling out online job applications and forwarding my CV to companies.
Email notifications from recruiters and companies read,
“Dear Esasina,
Thank you for your interest in the xxxxxx role at xxxxx company.
At this time, we have identified more suitable candidates to pursue for this vacancy…”
The Holy Spirit, my Comforter
“God will come through for you.
There is a reason why God has you where you are at.
God has not forgotten about you.
You are not late, you are on time according to God’s calendar,
God’s promises are true.
He is not a man that He should lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it.
This wait is not in vain.
It will all make sense in the end.
Keep trusting God.”
Keni was repeating words I had recently been led by the Holy Spirit to write in my journal.
God is INTENTIONAL guys, He cares so much about us.
I was so down that day but He sent encouragement my way almost immediately.
Keni was not the only person who reached out to encourage me, someone shared an amazing dream he had had of me and another person randomly shared a sermon that spoke directly to my situation.
I know what it is like when your life is full of seemingly unending storms,
When there is barely any progress,
When you know what God has said and you are waiting for its manifestation.
Ha! Those can be very trying moments but do not let the devil win.
Cry if you have to,
But remember God’s promises are true.
God loves you so much whether you feel it or not.
Do not wallow in self-pity,
Reach out to a trusted friend , your pastor or a family member when you feel overwhelmed.
38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor principalities, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,
Romans 8:38- 39 [Berean Study Bible]
39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Reach out to others
We shouldn’t take reaching out to others for granted. When the Holy Spirit prompts you to call, text or visit someone, please obey.
It may seem insignificant in your eyes but God prompted you for a reason.
Yep, so guess who is back applying for jobs, signing up for online courses, attending webinars and doing her best to prepare for God’s promises?
It’s Kwor!
Yep, we cry, we fail, we get up and try again.
God has got this so I will keep trusting Him.
I pray for anyone going through a rough time, may God strengthen you and may He envelope you in his love and mercy.
Be encouraged.
Take care guys.
Much love,
Esasina xoxo.
God is always on time and never late. Inasmuch as it is sometimes hard to understand life’s situation, we have to genuinely trust Him because He knows best! Such a beautiful piece Kwork…Thank you for sharing💕
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you for reading.
Yes! God is always on time!
LikeLike
God indeed never disappoints! Thanks a million for sharing.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Absolutely! Thank you for reading Dyllis.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you. This is so encouraging.
LikeLiked by 1 person
We bless God, thank you for reading Miss
LikeLiked by 1 person
You are welcome. Thank you for reading
LikeLike
Thank you so much for reading Kukua
LikeLike
Thank you for reading Kukua
LikeLike
God bless you. We all do cry sometimes but God wipes our tears and make us smile again.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Yes,through it all, we will keep trusting God
LikeLiked by 1 person
Jer 29:11 …I alone know the plans I have for you Saith the Lord…..
And His thoughts and ways are not our thoughts and ways either
God’s timing is the best ;remember all things work together for good for those who love Him
The plans God has for you Esasina is greater than what you expect and your cup will overflow
God bless you Kwor
LikeLiked by 1 person
This is me in your post, not even getting responses from job applications but I get to the state of worry and confusion and someone affirms that this is just God’s starting point, waiting is hard but that end which is to God’s glory will be immerse. Praying with you Kwor! God will cause things to work together for your good and He never fails. When you want to worry, praise him!
LikeLiked by 1 person
So touching
LikeLiked by 1 person
Hmmmm
Could this simply be a coincidence that I chance upon exactly what I’ve been faced with at the moment?!
As questions such as what next? you’re getting no younger , what are you doing? what now? , completely overwhelm me on every side…NO definitely not a coincidence.
Even in the midst of it all I strongly believe nothing happens for nothing sake neither does anything, no matter how insignificant it is, comes by chance.
Thanks for sharing your story, your sister was led by the counsel of God to lift you up. I thank God that you shared this, now I can go through my day with absolute confidence in God of His plans for me.
I thank God for your courage to sharing your story
God bless you Kwor
LikeLiked by 1 person
Baby Kwor! We love you and your very being! God bless you for this. His promises for you will surely come to pass. Delayed but will definitely come to pass
LikeLiked by 1 person
God is indeed intentional and he never fails! EVER! I went through a similar situation for about 7 months and just when I felt I’d give up God came through for me. I am certain He will do just as He’s planned for you and at the end of day it will all make sense.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I love you Baby Kwor! ❤️😘
LikeLiked by 2 people
God bless you for this! 🥰
LikeLiked by 1 person
GOD bless you Baby Kwor;for this encouragement is good!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Indeed a word in season. It’s as though you were speaking right to my soul!
Thank you Padikwor ❤️
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thanks for sharing Kwor
You spoke to me and I’m greatly encouraged…
God bless you!
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you ☺️
I really needed this
God bless you
LikeLiked by 1 person
Love this post. God is intentional! ❤️
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you Kwor for the encouraging words. I’m experiencing pretty much the same thing and the rejection hasn’t been easy. Holding on to the promises of God. Truly He is not a man that He should lie.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Rejection is redirection, God is working it all for our good. May God strengthen us during this period of waiting.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Wow!!!
Thanks for this Kwor
God is intentional, never failing, never too late
LikeLiked by 1 person
Oye! God be praised, yes God is very intentional. Nothing is a mistake.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Lovely post.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you for reading. God be praised ❤️
LikeLiked by 1 person
And as always you never disappoint when it comes to your blog, very personal and speaks the love and courage God has endowed you with. I pray that sooner than we all know you’ll share great testimonies with us.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Aww Nimat ! Thank you for always encouraging me to write.God bless you and Amen❤️
LikeLiked by 1 person
Much love Kwor
LikeLike
Much love Afia Owarewaa <3, thank you for reading
LikeLike